Trepidation

We are on countdown now to my husbands operation in just 5 short days time.

Its a fairly big op and he will be in hospital for 5 to 7 days.
At first I thought Thank Goodness we have a date for it all to happen, lets get it over and done with and get him back to full health!

Then the doubts set in. I worried about it and then decided the experts know what they are doing, everything will be fine.

Then more doubts set in. I worried a bit more until the hospital appointment this week. That certainly put my mind at rest. The care and kindness shown by all the staff was brilliant. Explanations and questions and answers took a long time but at the end of it we both said we fully understood the operation and the aftercare now.What the long term effects are and how it will help him in the long term. Its like a weight has been lifted!

So with some trepidation I will be on my own next week with hubby in hospital. I rather enjoy my own company for a short time but with him undergoing medical treatment I am sure the week will be endless.I somehow doubt the planned spring clean of the house, even my crafting may be in doubt.

I shall certainly look forward to visiting times and then again look forward to bringing him home again.It will be hard work for a while once he is home but the end is now in site!

So with some trepidation and a few anxieties, the odd tummy churning, I am looking forward to next Monday!